To all those who have honored me in following my blogs and sending your prayers, thank you so much.
Please don’t give up on me.

This has been a very difficult time for our family. Although I have slowly began to get back to work, taking on projects and working in the studio, it is a slow process. I was thinking back over the last four years and our family has really been hit hard. We have lost 6 immediate family members, 4 others have been in serious accidents but all but one have recovered well, the economy hit us very hard forcing us to make hard decisions and change the way we live, and now I have taken on another role of caregiver.
For those who do not know, we lost our son on September 4th this year. It had been very hard to accept but we are beginning to make progress with the Lord’s guiding hand. We have been surrounded by so many that loved him. Several people put together 2 separate benefits which were wonderful to help raise money to pay for final expenses. Our family is so thankful to all who helped us during this time. Austin was loved by many and will live on through all of us.

My love, Smokey, is still recovering from his accident back in March. Still having problems with his lungs and now hoping that all will be okay and ready for the next surgery, number 4, tentatively scheduled November 2nd.

It is said that what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, and that the Lord never gives us more than we can handle. If you know me then you already know that I believe God’s Word. All of it. Even those parts I don’t understand or like! I have made that choice to believe, have faith in, trust, rely on and lean on God. So to act or do differently would be going against that choice.
I am not sure what to do, or rather, what God has for me to do from here. But I am ready.
Lord,
Guide and direct me,
Hem me in Your love and protection,
Have mercy and show me Your grace,
Show me way You would have me go,
And then help me go You way.
In Jesus Holy Name,
Amen
