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  My life seems to always be affected , moved and even changed after reading certain books.  I am sure yours does as well.  And I read a lot.  Mostly books about God, the Bible, christian life and christian fiction.  Oh, I can’t forget to include a number of business and finance books too.

   It’s not that I never read anything else, it’s just that I am never really interested in anything else.

  A good friend convinced me that I had to read this one. And I am glad I did.  I was intrigued be the plot and the setting.  Especially with what is going on in Afghanistan then, now and what to be in the future.

Instead of me filling you in about it, this link, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Kite_Runner

This gives a great description and a glimpse inside the book.

 

It’s not that I just wanted to tell you I read this book and it was a excellent book.  It’s what it did to me I feel I must share.  Some books leave you changed.

It took me all of 3 days to read it.  Since sleep was not going to come easily on the 3rd day, I arose at 2am and could not get Hazara and Amir out of my mind.  So, I made a pot of coffee, put on the reading glasses, curled up on the sofa and began my descent into their world.  By 6:30 am I was finished.  And I wept.

I finally got up, in a daze, perhaps 4 hrs of caffeine contributed to that, and went to get ready for the day.  You know the drill, shower, dress, put on the face and out the door. But…….

I put my favorite coffee mug that my precious grandson gave me, in the sink, in my kitchen, in my house on this piece of beautiful land, in a wonderful area, in America.  I walked up the stairs to the bathroom, on my legs, attached to my rather healthy body and stepped into my bathroom, where it wasn’t too hot or to cold and the lights work just fine.  Ran the water, the hot, clean, refreshing, renewing water and stepped in.  Washing with products that make my hair nice and soft and soaps the keep my skin healthy.  I sat in the tub and began to shave my legs, with a razor I bought from the store down the street where there are no armed guards and I have no need to fear going there.  I drove my car that I put gas in the day before with money I earned doing work that I love to do.  I spoke to others, friendly people, “Hey how are you?-Wonderful thank you and you?-Great and thanks, have a wonderful day!”

After I shaved, I put my razor on the shelf, thought I should get out now and grab that dry, clean, plush towel I washed in the washer and dryer and get dressed in fairly new clothes and get on with my day…

But I didn’t.

I sat in my shower, the warm clean water running over me that I can turn on or off when I desire.  I sat and thought about places and people far away and here in our own country.  People who don’t have, people in need, people who are hungry, people who are running to find safety, people who see unspeakable things.

People…

like me…

flesh and bones…

and blood runs red…

who are uniquely and wonderfully made.

I sat and

I cried…

and

I prayed.

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Just when I think I have had enough, I just can’t handle the pressure anymore, something like this comes along.

Not by accident either.  This was in my local newspaper, a column by Gloria Barr Ford.

The next time you feel like GOD can’t use you, just remember that:

Noah was a drunk.

Abraham was too old.

Isaac was a daydreamer. 

Jacob was a liar.

Leah was ugly.

Joseph was abused.

Moses had a stuttering problem.

Gideon was afraid.

Samson had long hair and was a womanizer.

Rahab was a prostitute.

Jeremiah and Timothy were too young.

David had an affair with another man’s wife, and he was a murderer. 

Elijiah was suicidal.

Isaiah preached naked.

Jonah ran from God.

Naomi was a widow.

Job went bankrupt.

Peter denied Christ. 

The disciples fell asleep while praying.

Martha worried about everything.

The Samaritan woman was divorced more than once.

Zaccheus was too small.

Paul was too religious.

Timothy had an ulcer   AND

Lazarus was dead!

Now!  No more excuses! God can use you to your full potential.  You aren’t the message, you are just the messenger.

  • God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts.
  • Dear God, I have a problem, it’s me!
  • There is no key to happiness.  The door is always open.
  • Silence is often misinterpreted but never misquoted.
  • Do the math — count your blessings.
  • Faith is the ability to not panic.
  • Laugh everyday, it’s like inner jogging.
  • If you worry, you didn’t pray.  If you pray, don’t worry.
  • As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home everyday.
  • Blessed are the flexible for they shall not be bent out of shape.
  • The most important things in your house are the people.
  • When we get tangled up in our problems, be still, so God can untangle the knot.
  • A grudge is a heavy thing to carry.
  • He who dies with the most riches is still dead.

And for those who know me, my personal favorite:

  • GROWING OLD IS INEVITABLE — GROWING UP IS OPTIONAL!

Just when I want to throw in the towel, God sends me a love note!

He is so good!

 

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My post on Jan 10, 2009 started this thought process of balance in my life.  Scroll down to read it if you haven’t already.  I quoted a chapter out of Charles Swidoll’s book Active Spirituality.

Trying to get balanced without going to one extreme or another is harder than it seems.  Especially when my desire is to be in God’s will for my life.  To follow the path He would have me on.  To please Him.  On one hand, some may look at me as a fanatic.  That’s not always a bad thing, but then they see you don’t lead this so called perfect life.  It’s not easy to have it all together.  To be balanced.  People hear you profess your christianity and it seems that they instantly begin to judge you.  They are watching you.  Is this what being a christian is about?  Well, how can she say that and be doing that?  Who does she think she is?  it took me some time, but finally I’m good with not worrying about what others think.  I am human and I will make mistakes.  It’s a journey, and if I was perfect and had everything I wanted and needed, then why would I need Him?  I am okay where I’m at.  It’s on the way to where I’m going.  And He is walking with me.

So I wrote what Charles said about balance in adversity.  What about prosperity?  This is what he wrote:

But another far more subtle struggle is the opposite extreme: prosperity–when success smiles and things begin to come easily, when there’s plenty of money, when everybody applauds, when we get all our ducks in a row and the gravy starts pouring in, watch out!  That’s the time to hand tough.  Why? Because, in times of prosperity, things get complicated.  Spiritual goals get cloudy.  Integrity is on the block.  Humility is put to the test,  consistency is under the gun.  Of the two struggles, I’m convinced that prosperity is a much greater test than adversity.  It is far more deceptive.

Solomon seemed to understand this very well.

“Two things I ask of you, O Lord;  do not refuse me before I die:  Keep falsehood and lies far from me; give me neither poverty now riches, but give me only my daily bread.  Otherwise, I may have too much and disown you and say, “Who is the Lord?”  Or I may become poor and steal, and so dishonor the name of my God.”  Proverbs 30:7-9

He finishes this chapter:

The man had lived enough years and had seen enough scenes to boil his petition down to two specifics:

Keep me from deceiving and lying.  Give me neither too little nor too much.

It is that second request that intrigues us, isn’t it?   That is the one he amplifies.  Wh does he resist having too little?  There would be the temptation to steal.  Whoever doubts that has never looked into the faces of his own starving children.  At that moment, feeding them could easily overrule upholding some high-and-mighty principle.  Adversity can tempt us to profane the name of our God.

And why does he fear possessing too much?  Ah, there’s the sneaky one!  It’s then–when we’re fat-‘n’-sassy–that we are tempted to yawn at spiritual things, take credit for our success, and think heretical thoughts like, “God? Aw who really needs Him?”  Prosperity can tempt us to presume on the grace of our God.  So we need balance.  The adversary of our souls is the expert of extremes.  He never runs out of ways to push us to the limit…to get us so far out on one end, we start looking freaky and sounding fanatical as we cast perspective to the winds.  

The longer I live, the more I must fight the tendency to go to extremes..and the more I value balance.

I need this so badly, hope it strikes something in you.

Lord, keep my balanced!

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You know, sometimes I think when.. WHEN.. when will I get that breakthrough!  Just when you think it’s coming, something changes.  Something happens.  The road you thought was going to lead to your dreams becoming reality is only just another stepping stone.  Another side road in the journey.  

Why in the world would you think that things will just fall into place without a hitch?  There are things to learn along the way.  You need wisdom, guidance, direction………God!

Okay, so I’m off on another journey.  They always, and I do mean always have a reason that right now I might not being able to wrap my brain around, but I will.  But who wants to?  Don’t we just want what we want when we want it?  I do!  That’s the problem.  Enjoy the journey or get your panties in a wad.  The latter may possibly be uncomfortable.  We go there anyway.  Maybe, just maybe I will work on enjoying the journey.  Or maybe digging my way out of the wad.

Let you know…………

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