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Mom and Me

I don’t like where I’m at right now.  In the Hospice, watching my Mom.  Just like I watched my Dad.  She is slowly moving away from me.  I know she can hear me.  Hear us.  Me, my sisters and my husband.  I’ve talked alot to her about God, Jesus, and going home.  I know that she just wants to go.  But for some reason she is hanging on.  I have my ideas why, but only she knows.  And God.

There is so much I want to tell her now, I have wanted her to be interested in what I have had to say. And she did allow me to at times.  Now I sit and watch and wait.  I know what to expect this time, only going through this about a year in a half ago with Dad.  Hospice is the most awesome place.  They are a wonderful group of people who have the heart of saints.  I have been here one week tomorrow.  I don’t think we will be here much longer. 

I want her to wake up one more time.  We don’t get what we want.

Be sure to love your parents.  Don’t have regrets when you find yourself in this place.  I know I have shared my heart with them.  I am glad I have their blood, ideas and dreams inside me.  I’m blessed, even with the times that were so hard, to have had these parents. 

God, I love you. 

more later…..


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